hi my name is justin...you might know me as tv's "
the disintrested redeemer jobe cruel". well, shoot, where do i begin...
you may have read, skimed through, or most liklely...completly ignored...an ealier posst called..."
maw maw elaine and the inevitable pink magic destiny of the cruel redeemer". is a legendary account of my real life grandmothers life, as well as her beautiful cycle of destruction and creation, life and death, the ebb and the tide that she commands just as the moon does her waves.while there is no real proof that any of this is real and or happened. the truth is that i have no historical evidence on any of the events unfolded durring this metaphorical, folk manifesto, this tome her heriditary brilliance. this spell book is both the key and gate, the watchmen and the watched, the disappearing noose that blames the hanged for hanging.
here is an actual rare archival depiction of early "pink magic" maw maw...at that timethe word pink magic was cleverly disguised as "pink collar." this of course was a unified front to destract away from the natural magic, power, and beauty of an incrediblly loving and strong female.


my own maw maw's influence on the great minds of her time is unavoidable. she herself invokes burroughs himself, along with pan and numerous other fairy beast and homosexuals. she calls upon burroughs, pan, and the gods of old to deliver us this invocation...that has ben passed down through my family. every thanksgiving, durring our bloodletting we chant..."
...to hex chu chan, the dangerous one, to ah pook, the destroyer, to the great old one the star beast, to pan, god of panic, to the nameless gods of dispersal and emptiness, to hassan i sabbah, master of assassins, to hank williams and his lonesome birds, to billie holliday whose strange fruit hung not at the end of the noose but at the tip of a needle, and to anais nin who came alive and was born by the sex of millers words...to all the scribes and artist and practioners of magic through whom these spirits have been manifested......
NOTHING IS TRUE. EVERYTHING IS PERMITTED
these are the very words that run through my vains invoking the spirit of the beast...ART.